I have not blogged in months and I am sorry. I have been busy beyond belief. I was promoted to a manager at work and although I am extremely happy with my job and new responsibilities... it is very demanding of my time. Soon my first Task Order will come to an end, and I will be able to take a breath, before being in the midst of deliveries, finals, meetings, etc. and then I will be able to blog more regularly. :)
My job although demanding and mentally exhausting... is one of the many blessings of my life. I am able to feel good about myself. I have a job that I excel at, and although I learn to master things quickly I often get bored with them and move on to the next thing. I guess that is just how my ADD works... but I celebrated my 6 year anniversary at my same job, and I still look forward to going to work everyday. :)
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Busy Busy Busy
Sunday, August 16, 2009
If I could write a letter to me... I would definately write it to when I was 17. Oh man this sounds like the Brad Paisley song. But really I would. That year of my life was one of the most changing times of my life. I fell in love for the first time. Then I lost my Memaw. Then my heart was broken and later it was healed. It was a year of highs and lows, peaks and valleys, gains and losses. When it comes down to it, 1997 was my "butterfly effect " year... the choices I made in that year changed my life for the rest of my life. I look back on that year and think what if I didnt do this. What if I didnt do that.... I wish I could go back and tell myself that the love you had is nothing compared to what you will have. The loss you have will not compare to the gains you will receive. Most of all cherish the time you have with people that you will never see again. And finally I have learned that Wisdom is knowledge gained after you have made the wrong descisions. Live Laugh and Love the life you have and always remember the descisions you make today will be the wisdom you gain for tomorrow
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
I need nothing from you!
I went today and did something I never in a million years thought I would be able to do. I went into a court house and signed a piece of paper that releases Dan from paying child support. When Dan and I got divorced, I was making ALOT less than Dan was... He was paying then $400.00 a month. Then he took me to court to get that lowered shortly after I got married. And then he was ordered to pay $141.60. I thought this was unfair and I let him know it. He made $7.50 an hour more than I did. I begged and pleaded, for him not to do this b/c I would not be able to make it. His answer to me was "you should have thought about that, and went to college or had a skill so you could make more money". Yeah what a dream guy huh... now ladies let me hold you back b/c he is "happily" married.
But now I make less than $1 an hour than he does. Still with no degree, with no "skill" to speak of.... except for this... I work at the same place that I have for 6 years and with my hard work and devotion to my work. I have been recognized for the skill and talent I have for my craft of editting and quality assurance. I have received a promotion for all of this hard work. I now manage my own platform and I am single-handedly reforming a platform to have specifications to their manuals for consistancy. None fo which would be possible with the one thing..... My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I am all that I am b/c of Him and Him alone. And today I became liberated by being able to sign a paper that says for the first time in my life I need no ones monetary support!! I would also like to say that without the loving support of my most wonderful husband I would not be able to do this either!
Lawyer Fees: $500
Time off of work: $100
Being woman enough to do a man's job: Priceless!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
God Only Knows....
10 years ago today my world became brighter because God chose me to be Lexie's mommy. I can not describe in words the love I feel for my kids. I was 19 when I had Lexie. I didn't know how drastically my life would change at the time. But I do clearly remembering looking over at her screaming her little head off while they were checking her all out... and I was looking at her going oh my gosh I am a mommy. Then going OH MY GOSH I AM A MOMMY! Scary stuff at 19. I see girls who are 19 and I think oh my goodness, that is how old I was when I had Lexie. I am proud of the job I did. I have often wanted to change the fact that I was a young mother. Just thinking if I could have gone to college, if I would have done this or that differently, this would have been better. But what I have come to figure out is that I am the person and mother I am b/c I did have them when I was young. We have been able to grow together; I have so much fun with them! I always tell that my song to them is God Only Knows by the beach boys. Not all the lyrics fit like the first verse is I may not always love you... of course that isnt true but all of the other is a perfect description of my view of them. If I were to start my life over and not have Lexie when I did.... God Only Knows what I'd be.
I may not always love you
But long as there are stars above you
You never need to doubt it
Ill make you so sure about it
God only knows what Id be without you
If you should ever leave me
Though life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
God only knows what Id be without you
God only knows what Id be without you
If you should ever leave me
Well life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
God only knows what Id be without
HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY MY SWEET MONKEY GIRL! I LOVE YOU!!!!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I feel better than I sound...
This morning I woke up and a frog has decided to take up residence in my throat. I sound absolutely horrible. Yet I feel like a million bucks it is so funny. So hopefully it will stay that way... I wont start to feel worse but sound better. I can handle being a little funny sounding for a few days. Josh is having fun with it. He gets to think he is with a new woman for a few days haha.
Here are a few more pics from our vacation :)

This is at a local Nassau bar called Senor Frogs it was a neat place.
This was in front of the Nassau waterfront. I am rocking my tan! whoo hoo!

This is Josh figuring out the zoom on our fantastic camera! haha By the end of the trip he was done wondering why it was my annivesary/christmas/birthday all in one gift :)

Monday, July 6, 2009
Back from Vacation
Vacations are so nice until you have to come back to the old grind stone :( I am back to work. I miss being able to sleep in and not have to worry about the stresses involved in my line of work. But I am thankful to have a great job to come back to. And I was promoted to manage my own helicopter program. I am excited about getting to get my feet wet on running my own platform. Goodbye to my Huey's and Cobra's and hello to the SeaHawk :) But anyways here are a couple pics from my belated honeymoon with my wonderful hubby!
Friday, June 19, 2009
The Countdown is on!
9 days untill me and Josh are aboard our cruise and I am finally getting a honeymoon. I have been married 2 times for a total of almost 10 yrs.... and finally a honeymoon! whoo hoo! I can't wait! I have planned all of our off board excursions and I am hoping my fair skinned hubby can be out in the sun as much as me. I packed SPF 50! So he should be good right!?! Thank God I am get tan and not burned! yay!
Friday, June 5, 2009
How did you know?
I was recently asked how I knew that Josh was the one. And alot of people are asked this about their husbands but this was different this is from a friend who is a single mom of a little boy. I told her that I had met and dated a few people in between my split from Dan and meeting Josh. I was 24 and I had 3 small children, I wasn't sure of my chances of finding someone who was going to want to marry me. To me and my insecurity, I was "used goods" I wasnt just a girl to marry. I was a ready made family, not 1 kid but 3. That is alot for anyone to swallow. But when I went out I never hid my kids. It was always the first thing I would say. It probably got a little wierd b/c a guy would come up to me and ask my name, why I was here (being in a military time it is a normal question), other various get to know you questions... Well somewhere between whats your name and nice to meet you, I would always say something about my kids. I always wanted to be honest and up front. I never wanted it to be a surprise to them. They were going to know from minute one. Well anyways, a sample conversation from random guy was like this
"Hey whats your name?"
Susie, yours?
"So and so, are you from around here?"
Heck no, do I look like a local? haha I was married to a marine and we are getting divorced and I have 3 kids.
"really? you dont look like you have 3 kids."
yep a 5 y/o, 3 y/o and 9 month old.
"wow that's crazy..so what do you usually do for fun around here..."
and that conversation would continue on that way. There was never any other mention from them about my kids. The first time I met Josh I knew he was different. I knew he was going to be the one for me. Our conversation was like this
"Hey whats your name?"
Susie, yours?
"No kidding that is my mom's name"
Really that is funny.
So are you from here?
Heck no, do I look like a local? haha I was married to a marine and we are getting divorced and I have 3 kids.
"really? wow! whats their names and how old are they?"
That was it... that is how I knew. He was not even the least bit intimidated. There was no eyebrow raise, no tell of any sort that he was scared. I waited 3 mos before they met him and he was the only guy to ever meet them. They were already having to deal with Mommy and Daddy not being together. I was not going to bring someone into their life just to be ripped away. Every day I thank God that I was able to meet Josh and he is such a great stepdad to my kids.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
What exactly is 20 pounds?
2 and 1/2 gallons of milk weighs 20 lbs. 60 to 80 bananas weigh 20 lbs. A average 1 year old weighs 20 lbs. 20 lbs. is the amount of weight I have lost since the begining of March! I am so excited to have the weight off I am so much more confident in myself. :) And Josh is pleased too! so that is always a good thing! But here is a before and after shot.

This was this weekend
Monday, June 1, 2009
Sick!
Yesterday morning at 4 am I woke up and knew I was going to have a rough night/morning/day I got the dreaded 24 hour flu. I was willing to sleep on the cold bathroom floor with a few towels that were in the bathroom for decoration. I then slept all day and night until I woke up at 1 am this morning and ate some rice crispies while laying down on the couch. Thankfully I woke up this morning feeling much better. Yesterday Josh was off so I was able to sleep peacefully. I also had 3 little mothers in training (Lexie, Audrie and Kimbo) coming in ever so often to check on me. It is so funny to see the progression of ages. Kim would come in often and say "you sick mommy?" and I would say yes I am still sick, go play please. And Audrie would come in and would ask "Mommy when are you going to feel better?" I told her "hopefully soon" and Lexie would come in and say "sorry you are sick, but where's the phone so I can call Mamaw? or what can I have to eat?" or other questions of that nature. They were all so sweet to be such good kids while mommy was down and out. Landon on the other hand I didnt see all day b/c he was playing outside with his friend Noah. The difference between boys and girls. :)
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Genius at Work
I absolutely love the Beach Boys. I think I am somewhat obessessed... in a non-stalker kind of a way haha. My first concert was to see the beach boys, it was in Oct 1988 (Carl Wilson, Al Jardine, & Mike Love). I listened to these songs with my dad alot. And I would listen to my mom's old 45s when I was a little kid. I dont know why but I have always loved them. But my favorite beach boys are Brian and Dennis Wilson (I will do a blog on him soon). Brian Wilson amazes me! I mean AMAZES ME! People often call him a genius... (and I totally agree) but he is so much more than that. At 20 he was writing, singing and producing hit after hit.. and by 25 he had wrote some of the most enduring songs of the 20th century. He revolutionized the producing technique... He did things in the studio that no one else had done to this time. He was a perfectionist and when you watch the above video you can see how he would have these songs all arranged in his head and would instruct the "seasoned" studio musicians exactly the way he wanted it to sound.... and he was 23 at the time. It is just phenominal to me. I can say enough about the genius of Brian Wilson. I hope some point in my life I am able to see him perform, or even just to meet him.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Passing of a torch (or needle)
My mom has crochetted for years and years. Her grandmother (my great grandmother) taught her. There is no telling how many afghan's, blankets, booties, sweaters, etc she has made. She taught me how to do a chain when I was little. When I was 14, I made my first granny square blanket. Then when I was pregnant with Landon I made my first afghan for him. Then I made alot when Dan was overseas and I was pregnant with Audrie. We had a baby boom at the church and I had no husband to occupy my time, so I crochetted the deployment days away. I now make hats, shoes, blankets, and other little trinkets. Lexie came to me the other night and wanted me to teach her. She has the chain down and is now making bracelets and necklaces for me, her teachers and all of her little friends. I am so proud of her that she is loving it so much. It is so nice to give something to people that they know you put your effort and love into. Lexie loves making things for people so now we can sit and crochet together and it is just one more person in the linage of our family to know how to crochet :)
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy.
O, Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
Amen~St Francis of Assisi
This is a prayer that I will choose to pray everyday. I want to be a better person in all ways in my good and in my bad.
I started this blog as a way to track my life with my kids. But I was under attack a while back and my words were being used against me to my own children. I started writing about politics, religion... really anything but about my kids and my life. I am not going to do that anymore... this blog is going to be for and about my life as a busy mom. I will be doing my religious ramblings on another blog... http://myreligiousramblings.blogspot.com/ I hope yall will join me there too!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Broken Pieces
John 6:35 Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty. 36But as I told you, you have seen me and still you do not believe. 37All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away. 38For I have come down from heaven not to do my will but to do the will of him who sent me. 39And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all that he has given me, but raise them up at the last day. 40For my Father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day."
While in church Sunday, I was listening to Pastor Bryan and he was reading the scriptures Matthew 14:13-21 which speaks about Jesus feeding 5 thousand with only 5 loaves and 2 fish. While I was reading I saw a little more into the scriptures with the guidance of the Holy Spirit of course.
Matthew 14:15As evening approached, the disciples came to him and said, "This is a remote place, and it's already getting late. Send the crowds away, so they can go to the villages and buy themselves some food."
16Jesus replied, "They do not need to go away. You give them something to eat."
17"We have here only five loaves of bread and two fish," they answered.
18"Bring them here to me," he said. 19And he directed the people to sit down on the grass. Taking the five loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven, he gave thanks and broke the loaves. Then he gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the people. 20They all ate and were satisfied, and the disciples picked up twelve basketfuls of broken pieces that were left over. 21The number of those who ate was about five thousand men, besides women and children.
John 6:12When they had all had enough to eat, he said to his disciples, "Gather the pieces that are left over. Let nothing be wasted."
Disciple is defined as this
1.Religion.
a. one of the 12 personal followers of Christ.
b. one of the 70 followers sent forth by Christ. Luke 10:1.
c. any other professed follower of Christ in His lifetime.
2. any follower of Christ.
The way I read the verse was not that the disciples just went and were the "clean up crew"... but that they went out after Jesus fed the people and they were the ones who gathered up the pieces left over. So when Jesus gives the bread of life to people.... the disciples of Christ (you and I) should go out after and "gather the broken pieces". Gather up the pieces of broken lives, broken people and put them back together using God's word and teachings. If we all would be there ready to pick up the broken pieces and help them.....so that nothing would be lost. We could make such a change!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Before I was a Mom
I received this in a email and thought it was so good!
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Slow Fade
This is for Elisha Reagan and Ryan. May no one else hurt you again.=)
The devil is more cunning than anyone can imagine. All he needs is one foot in the door and then he is like a theif and will push his way into your house. He is a seducer, he is a dancer, he waltzes with you..."she is pretty" "wow I can't believe she was talking to me" "I think she is flirting with me" "hmm I will tell my wife I was talking to Bill... she will never find out" "I bet we could meet up out of town, I am sure I can get away for a day".... this is how it goes. It is a dance and you think if you just dance on that edge you will be fine. You would never go that far.... I dont think anyone who is cheating meant for it to go that far. But it does.
This is out of The Message Bible
Proverbs 5
1-2 Dear friend, pay close attention to this, my wisdom; listen very closely to the way I see it. Then you'll acquire a taste for good sense; what I tell you will keep you out of trouble.
3-6 The lips of a seductive woman are oh so sweet, her soft words are oh so smooth.But it won't be long before she's gravel in your mouth, a pain in your gut, a wound in your heart.She's dancing down the primrose path to Death; she's headed straight for Hell and taking you with her.She hasn't a clue about Real Life, about who she is or where she's going.
7-14 So, my friend, listen closely; don't treat my words casually.Keep your distance from such a woman; absolutely stay out of her neighborhood.You don't want to squander your wonderful life, to waste your precious life among the hardhearted.Why should you allow strangers to take advantage of you? Why be exploited by those who care nothing for you? You don't want to end your life full of regrets, nothing but sin and bones,Saying, "Oh, why didn't I do what they told me? Why did I reject a disciplined life?Why didn't I listen to my mentors, or take my teachers seriously? My life is ruined! I haven't one blessed thing to show for my life!"
15-16 Do you know the saying, "Drink from your own rain barrel, draw water from your own spring-fed well"?It's true. Otherwise, you may one day come home and find your barrel empty and your well polluted.
17-20 Your spring water is for you and you only, not to be passed around among strangers.Bless your fresh-flowing fountain! Enjoy the wife you married as a young man!Lovely as an angel, beautiful as a rose—don't ever quit taking delight in her body. Never take her love for granted!Why would you trade enduring intimacies for cheap thrills with a whore? for dalliance with a promiscuous stranger?
21-23 Mark well that God doesn't miss a move you make; he's aware of every step you take.The shadow of your sin will overtake you; you'll find yourself stumbling all over yourself in the dark.Death is the reward of an undisciplined life; your foolish decisions trap you in a dead end.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Overcoming... from a somewhat guest blogger
My boss/coworker/friend/surrogate dad in NC Mike received a word from God the night before last for me. I will not write everything that he had told me but I will put some excerpts...
You name came to my mind along with the word "Overcoming". You have had many trials in the 29 years that you have lived. For many years you tried to overcome these trials under your own power, strength , and wisdom. In recent years you have realized the futility of human wisdom in these circumstances and have started to trust God with your trials. By trusting God, you are seeing that His wisdom and particularly his timing is always best. The name God has given you is Overcoming... not Overcomer because you are still a work in progress. There are wounds that you carry that still need to be healed and not covered over. Forgiveness is especially important for you to both understand and to show. Because of the faith you are demonstrating in your life through your tirals and as a witness for Christ to others, God will continue to help you to overcome. God has given you the type of personality to draw people to you and to enjoy to be around you. God wants to use that gift for you to show Him to others. He wants you to be his mirror whereever you are, at home, at work and even on the soccer field. God's words found in the scriptures will be the anchor that will stabilize you when things get rough.
I am always excited to hear what God says to others about me. It is a nice verification of what God tells me. I know that I still have alot of stuff still to overcome. But to look back at the person I was before I was saved.... and the person I am now....There is no resemblence. That Susie is gone. When I was baptized... I rose again and have never wanted to be the person I was. I am a Christian first, a wife, a mother, a sister, a daughter and a friend.... these are my life titles. And I constantly try to strive to live up to all of them. Do I fail at times?... yes of course, but that will never stop me from trying to be the best at everything I am.
I was read the book of The Revelation last night and Apostle John was told to write a letter to each church... and this is in the end of each letter..
To Ephesus
To him who overcomes, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.
To Smyrna
He who overcomes will not be hurt at all by the second death.
To Pergamum
To him who overcomes, I will give some of the hidden manna. I will also give him a white stone with a new name written on it, known only to him who receives it.
To Thyatira
To him who overcomes and does my will to the end, I will give authority over the nations— He will rule them with an iron scepter; he will dash them to pieces like pottery - just as I have received authority from my Father. I will also give him the morning star.
To Sardis
Yet you have a few people in Sardis who have not soiled their clothes. He who overcomes will, like them, be dressed in white. I will never blot out his name from the book of life, but will acknowledge his name before my Father and his angels.
To Philadelphia
Him who overcomes I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will he leave it. I will write on him the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which is coming down out of heaven from my God; and I will also write on him my new name.
To Laodicea
To him who overcomes, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I overcame and sat down with my Father on his throne.
I shall overcome... even if I only get one of these blessings to these churches! To all who I have sinned against I am truely repentant, those who have sinned against me... you are totally forgiven. And for those who I sin against often I would like for God to assist me in the release of the pain and anger I feel against you. My main sin is to love my enemies as I love myself. I pray for their salvation often and hope one day we will walk side by side in heaven by our Lord.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Worry
I have always been a worrier. I would worry about everything, what people thought of me, what would happen to me if... what would happen about this, how am I going to pay for this or that. As I worried nothing was accomplished. Nothing was gained except me having a insecure notion that I may be able to change what was going to happen. I have gotten better with this lately, I have have just come to accept what will happen... will happen and I have faith that God will not give or take anything that I can not handle. God gives me scriptures to guide me thru life and to hold on to in times of storms. I have Psalms 37 printed out and it is hanging right by my desk... so anytime I get worried or have any doubt in the ways I am going I look at it and remember the promises it stands for. I will NOT be bullied, I will NOT be worried, I WILL live with my head held high and know that the things of the earth are fleeting, including the worrying I have done in my life. The things I worried about have come and gone and all I did was cause myself to be sad or anxious. But that will happen no longer.
Phillipians 4:4 Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
God does not disappoint!
Romans 5:3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5 And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
I will rejoice for the way my children are used as pawns against me to make me suffer. Because I have hope in God and He does not disappoint.
Psalms 37: 1 Do not fret because of evil men
or be envious of those who do wrong;
2 for like the grass they will soon wither,
like green plants they will soon die away.
3 Trust in the LORD and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
4 Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
5 Commit your way to the LORD;
trust in him and he will do this:
6 He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn,
the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.
7 Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when men succeed in their ways,
when they carry out their wicked schemes.
8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;
do not fret—it leads only to evil.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Words of a Real President
Idle industries have cast workers into unemployment, human misery, and personal indignity. Those who do work are denied a fair return for their labor by a tax system which penalizes successful achievement and keeps us from maintaining full productivity.
But great as our tax burden is, it has not kept pace with public spending. For decades we have piled deficit upon deficit, mortgaging our future and our children's future for the temporary convenience of the present. To continue this long trend is to guarantee tremendous social, cultural, political, and economic upheavals.
You and I, as individuals, can, by borrowing, live beyond our means, but for only a limited period of time. Why, then, should we think that collectively, as a nation, we're not bound by that same limitation? We must act today in order to preserve tomorrow. And let there be no misunderstanding: We are going to begin to act, beginning today.
The economic ills we suffer have come upon us over several decades. They will not go away in days, weeks, or months, but they will go away. They will go away because we as Americans have the capacity now, as we've had in the past, to do whatever needs to be done to preserve this last and greatest bastion of freedom.
In this present crisis, government is not the solution to our problem; government is the problem. From time to time we've been tempted to believe that society has become too complex to be managed by self-rule, that government by an elite group is superior to government for, by, and of the people. Well, if no one among us is capable of governing himself, then who among us has the capacity to govern someone else? All of us together, in and out of government, must bear the burden. The solutions we seek must be equitable, with no one group singled out to pay a higher price.
We hear much of special interest groups. Well, our concern must be for a special interest group that has been too long neglected. It knows no sectional boundaries or ethnic and racial divisions, and it crosses political party lines. It is made up of men and women who raise our food, patrol our streets, man our mines and factories, teach our children, keep our homes, and heal us when we're sick--professionals, industrialists, shopkeepers, clerks, cabbies, and truck drivers. They are, in short, "we the people," this breed called Americans.
Well, this administration's objective will be a healthy, vigorous, growing economy that provides equal opportunities for all Americans, with no barriers born of bigotry or discrimination. Putting America back to work means putting all Americans back to work. Ending inflation means freeing all Americans from the terror of runaway living costs. All must share in the productive work of this "new beginning," and all must share in the bounty of a revived economy. With the idealism and fair play which are the core of our system and our strength, we can have a strong and prosperous America, at peace with itself and the world.
So, as we begin, let us take inventory. We are a nation that has a government--not the other way around. And this makes us special among the nations of the Earth. Our government has no power except that granted it by the people. It is time to check and reverse the growth of government, which shows signs of having grown beyond the consent of the governed.
It is my intention to curb the size and influence of the federal establishment and to demand recognition of the distinction between the powers granted to the federal government and those reserved to the states or to the people. All of us need to be reminded that the federal government did not create the states; the states created the federal government.
Now, so there will be no misunderstanding, it's not my intention to do away with government. It is rather to make it work--work with us, not over us; to stand by our side, not ride on our back. Government can and must provide opportunity, not smother it; foster productivity, not stifle it.
If we look to the answer as to why for so many years we achieved so much, prospered as no other people on earth, it was because here in this land we unleashed the energy and individual genius of man to a greater extent than has ever been done before. Freedom and the dignity of the individual have been more available and assured here than in any other place on earth. The price for this freedom at times has been high, but we have never been unwilling to pay the price.
It is no coincidence that our present troubles parallel and are proportionate to the intervention and intrusion in our lives that result from unnecessary and excessive growth of government. It is time for us to realize that we're too great a nation to limit ourselves to small dreams. We're not, as some would have us believe, doomed to an inevitable decline. I do not believe in a fate that will fall on us no matter what we do. I do believe in a fate that will fall on us if we do nothing. So, with all the creative energy at our command, let us begin an era of national renewal. Let us renew our determination, our courage, and our strength. And let us renew our faith and our hope.
We have every right to dream heroic dreams. Those who say that we're in a time when there are no heroes, they just don't know where to look. You can see heroes every day going in and out of factory gates. Others, a handful in number, produce enough food to feed all of us and then the world beyond. You meet heroes across a counter, and they're on both sides of that counter. There are entrepreneurs with faith in themselves and faith in an idea who create new jobs, new wealth and opportunity. They're individuals and families whose taxes support the government and whose voluntary gifts support church, charity, culture, art, and education. Their patriotism is quiet, but deep. Their values sustain our national life.
Now, I have used the words "they" and "their" in speaking of these heroes. I could say "you" and "your," because I'm addressing the heroes of whom I speak--you, the citizens of this blessed land. Your dreams, your hopes, your goals are going to be the dreams, the hopes, and the goals of this administration, so help me God.
We shall reflect the compassion that is so much a part of your makeup. How can we love our country and not love our countrymen; and loving them, reach out a hand when they fall, heal them when they're sick, and provide opportunity to make them self-sufficient so they will be equal in fact and not just in theory?
Can we solve the problems confronting us? Well, the answer is an unequivocal and emphatic "yes." To paraphrase Winston Churchill, I did not take the oath I've just taken with the intention of presiding over the dissolution of the world's strongest economy.
In the days ahead I will propose removing the roadblocks that have slowed our economy and reduced productivity. Steps will be taken aimed at restoring the balance between the various levels of government. Progress may be slow, measured in inches and feet, not miles, but we will progress. It is time to reawaken this industrial giant, to get government back within its means, and to lighten our punitive tax burden. And these will be our first priorities, and on these principles there will be no compromise.
On the eve of our struggle for independence a man who might have been one of the greatest among the Founding Fathers, Dr. Joseph Warren, president of the Massachusetts Congress, said to his fellow Americans, "Our country is in danger, but not to be despaired of . . . On you depend the fortunes of America. You are to decide the important questions upon which rests the happiness and the liberty of millions yet unborn. Act worthy of yourselves." Well, I believe we, the Americans of today, are ready to act worthy of ourselves, ready to do what must be done to ensure happiness and liberty for ourselves, our children, and our children's children. And as we renew ourselves here in our own land, we will be seen as having greater strength throughout the world. We will again be the exemplar of freedom and a beacon of hope for those who do not now have freedom.
To those neighbors and allies who share our freedom, we will strengthen our historic ties and assure them of our support and firm commitment. We will match loyalty with loyalty. We will strive for mutually beneficial relations. We will not use our friendship to impose on their sovereignty, for our own sovereignty is not for sale. As for the enemies of freedom, those who are potential adversaries, they will be reminded that peace is the highest aspiration of the American people. We will negotiate for it, sacrifice for it; we will not surrender for it, now or ever.
Our forbearance should never be misunderstood. Our reluctance for conflict should not be misjudged as a failure of will. When action is required to preserve our national security, we will act. We will maintain sufficient strength to prevail if need be, knowing that if we do so we have the best chance of never having to use that strength. Above all, we must realize that no arsenal or no weapon in the arsenals of the world is so formidable as the will and moral courage of free men and women. It is a weapon our adversaries in today's world do not have. It is a weapon that we as Americans do have. Let that be understood by those who practice terrorism and prey upon their neighbors. I'm told that tens of thousands of prayer meetings are being held on this day, and for that I'm deeply grateful. We are a nation under God, and I believe God intended for us to be free. It would be fitting and good, I think, if on each Inaugural Day in future years it should be declared a day of prayer.
This is the first time in our history that this ceremony has been held, as you've been told, on the West Front of the Capitol. Standing here, one faces a magnificent vista, opening up on the city's special beauty and history. At the end of this open mall are those shrines to the giants on whose shoulders we stand.
Directly in front of me, the monument to a monumental man, George Washington, father of our country. A man of humility who came to greatness reluctantly. He led Americans out of revolutionary victory into infant nationhood. Off to one side, the stately memorial to Thomas Jefferson. The Declaration of Independence flames with his eloquence. And then, beyond the Reflecting Pool, the dignified columns of the Lincoln Memorial. Whoever would understand in his heart the meaning of America will find it in the life of Abraham Lincoln.
Beyond those monuments to heroism is the Potomac River, and on the far shore the sloping hills of Arlington National Cemetery, with its row upon row of simple white markers bearing crosses of Stars of David. They add up to only a tiny fraction of the price that has been paid for our freedom. Each one of those markers is a monument to the kind of hero I spoke of earlier. Their lives ended in places called Belleau Wood, the Argonne, Omaha Beach, Salerno, and halfway around the world on Guadalcanal, Tarawa, Pork Chop Hill, the Chosin Reservoir, and in a hundred rice paddies and jungles of a place called Vietnam.
Under one such marker lies a young man, Martin Treptow, who left his job in a small town barbershop in 1917 to go to France with the famed Rainbow Division. There, on the western front, he was killed trying to carry a message between battalions under heavy artillery fire.
We're told that on his body was found a diary. On the flyleaf under the heading "My Pledge," he had written these words: "America must win this war. Therefore I will work, I will save, I will sacrifice, I will endure, I will fight cheerfully and do my utmost, as if the issue of the whole struggle depended on me alone."
The crisis we are facing today does not require of us the kind of sacrifice that Martin Treptow and so many thousands of others were called upon to make. It does require, however, our best effort and our willingness to believe in ourselves and to believe in our capacity to perform great deeds, to believe that together with God's help we can and will resolve the problems which now confront us.
And after all, why shouldn't we believe that? We are Americans.
God bless you, and thank you.
Ronald Reagan
January 20, 1981
I watched this on youtube it is awesome. The words of a great president who knew the problems standing in front of this nation. And there was not doom and gloom. It was optimism and a solid plan. I could only pray that after this democratic disaster of a presidency that there will be a man as great as this waiting in the wings to lift our wonderful nation up. To remind us all exactly why we are all so proud to be American.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Josh and Kim
Josh and Kim have been in Alabama for about 10 days. I have missed them so much. It is so easy to get lost in the hustle and bustle of life to not realize how much you take for granted the time you have with your loved ones. Josh is a cuddler he has to be right next to me at night with his arms around me. I am a non-snuggler... I want to go to sleep and be free to toss and turn. I often let him fall asleep and then push for him to roll over for me to get to sleep. But then when he is gone for more than just a day or two... I am missing and wanting him to be there. I guess it is just human nature to have something drive you crazy but then to miss it so much when it isnt there. :)
Monday, March 23, 2009
Faith of my Fathers
This is a book about John McCain's grandfather, father and his captivity in a POW camp. This book is so good. I can barely put it down. The torture that Senator McCain went thru is unthinkable. He was injured by the ejection of his exploding plane. His right arm was broke in 3 places and his left in 2. His leg was broke and it was so bad that his foot was resting next to his knee. When the North Vietnamese found out he was an Admiral's son.... it was then that he was given medical treatment. Even then the treatment he received was not what you would receive here in the US they didnt know how to set his arm properly and when they did they did not give him any pain medication. They put it in a cast that was not lined with cotton and the plaster dug holes thru his skin all the way to the bone. He has a serious case of dysentary and was left in his own throw up and other waste. During all of this he continued to love and honor his country and fellow service men. He was given the chance to go home numerous times. But he did not give in b/c the code was first in first out. It is just amazing to me... it is human nature to save yourself before you would save others. Whether or not you agree with his politics you should at least respect him for the injuries, abuse, and disrespect he received on the behalf of being a service member of our great nation.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Tears, Tears, Tears
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Potty Trained!
I am hoping not to get ahead of my self but as of today Kim has been going potty for a few days. Yesterday she went all day in panties and only had 1 teensy tiny accident and it was b/c she was so busy playing. She goes both #1 and #2. She is doing soooo great! I am sooo proud of her. This includes no accidents during nap and we still have her in diapers at night but she wakes up dry! whoo hoo! I have dealt with diapers for 9 yrs straight! I wont know what to do with myself if I dont have to buy diapers or pullups!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Catashrophe
I got this in an email. I thought it was pretty interesting!
11 Most Expensive Catastrophes in History
# 11. Titanic - $150 Million
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
What is 1 trillion?
If I gave you 100,000 dollars would you be able to change your life? Buy a new car.. Buy a house… pay off all your debt.
What if you had 10 x 100,000? That is 1,000,000 (1 million) That could seriously change your life… you could probably quit working if you lived fiscally and depending on your age.
What about 1,000 x 1,000,000? That would be 1,000,000,000 (1 billion)… you definitely would never have to work again. Nor would your close reletives. You and your children and grandchildren would be set for life.
What about 1,000 x 1,000,000,000? That would be 1,000,000,000,000 (1 TRILLION) There is no way in your lifetime, children's lifetime, or grandchildren lifetime could the money be spent.
Our country is currently 11,000,000,000,000 dollars in debt. And our projected deficit for this year is 2,000,000,000,000 and Obama just did 1,000,000,000,000 in "stimulus" spending. And Obama is now requestion for 3,600,000,000,000 for additional spending in 2010.
The new budget has over 9,000 unnecessary and wasteful earmarks including $1.7 million for pig odor research in Iowa, $2 million for the promotion of astronomy in Hawaii, $475,000 for a parking garage in Provo City, Utah, $300,000 to build a Montana World Trade Center, $150,000 for a rodeo museum in South Dakota. $200,000 for tattoo removal in California… need I go on…
Please call your local representative and tell them to stop the spending this is not what we elected these people for! While campaigning Barack Obama said, "We need earmark reform, and when I'm President, I will go line by line to make sure that we are not spending money unwisely." All this hope and change wasn’t meant to be this was it!
Bishop TD Jakes
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, They went out from us, but they did not really belong to us. For if they had belonged to us, they would have remained with us; but their going showed that none of them belonged to us [1 John 2:19]
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay. Let them go.
And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you’ve got to know when people’s part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead.
You’ve got to know when it’s dead. You’ve got to know when it’s over. Let me tell you something. I’ve got the gift of good-bye. It’s the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye.
It’s not that I’m hateful, it’s that I’m faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He’ll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don’t need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something that doesn’t belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to ..LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains … LET IT GO!!!
If someone can’t treat you right, love you back, and see your worth… LET IT GO!!!
If someone has angered you … LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge .. LET IT GO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction … LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents .. LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude… LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better… LET IT GO!!!
If you’re stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him… LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship…. LET IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won’t even try to help themselves.. LET IT GO!!!
If you’re feeling depressed and stressed …. LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying “take your hands off of it,” then you need to… LET IT GO!!!
Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. LET IT GO!!!
Get Right or Get Left .. think about it, and then LET IT GO!!!
“The Battle is the Lord’s!”
Monday, March 9, 2009
Thoughts of a caring 2 year old
Kim talks regularly to her Nanny (Josh's Mom) on the phone. Friday night she was talking to her and she accidently dropped the phone... she QUICKLY picked it up and with urgency and caring in her voice she said.... "You ok Nanny?" There is no way you can bottle the sweetness and innocence of that!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Where are these guys!
Friday, March 6, 2009
OneBigAssMistakeAmerica
OBAMA - One Big Ass Mistake America!
We as a nation have always been a proud group of people. But not anymore... it has now become a nation of people with their hands out. I wish I was from the era of America were it was looked down upon to get welfare... if you couldn't pay for it you didnt get it.... when a hand out or charity was an insult. Why is it now that Americans are ready to have the government give them everything and for them to have to work for nothing. I hope someday in my lifetime we return to the good old days. Until then I will continue to work to show my children that you should alway earn everything you get and dont sitback and let someone else take care of you.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Finish this sentence
Finish the Sentence....
1. My ex ... needs to find God.
2. Maybe I should... clean out my car from the trip.
3. I love......my kids.
4. People would say that I'm...well it depends on who you ask... but most would say I am a funny genuine person.
5. I don't understand...how people don't believe in God.
6. When I wake up in the morning....I hit the snooze.
7. I lost... 3 lbs this week. Yay!
8. Life is full of...highs and lows.
9. My past ... is what made me who I am today.
10. I get annoyed when...people are so fake they have to make you think they have a perfect life when they are actually behind on their bills, their husbands cheat on them and they are actually very unhappy and have to pop pills just to get thru the day.
11. Parties are..... alot of fun
12. I wish...I could see my family everyday.
13. Dogs...are loyal.
14. Cats... are stubborn.
15. Tomorrow... is friday and I get to see my babies again.
16. I have low tolerance for...fake people.
7. If I had a million dollars...I would give 100,000 to my church and the rest I would pay off my bills and my parents and Josh's parents bills.
18. I'm totally terrified of...something bad happening to my kids.
19. My friends...are wonderful
20. My life...is blessed with 4 wonderful kids, a husband who adores me and great friends that would give their life for me.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Uncle HJ
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Ipod of my life
I have a job where I get to sit and listen to all of my songs I have downloaded on to my computer. As I listen the songs come up and I think of things, people and places.. that come back so clearly with the music. I am going to randomly shuffle thru songs and say when and where it reminds me of....
When the Sun Goes Down - This was the summer of 04... my summer of freedom. I think of good times with Jenny, Rob, Dustin, Leo, and Josh. Going to the beach and dancing.
Amarillo by Morning - this would play when Jamie and me would make our trips to Okeechobee and hang out with some friends there. We loved some George!
These Days - I remember dancing with Scooter at 8 seconds and him telling me he thinks of me everytime he hears that song.
Grandpa (tell me bout the good old days) - This was played at my grandpa's funeral and I was always his favorite. He called me pretty eyes.
Honey - Cody would play this and would sing it to me before we dated.
Tipsy - This was at my cousin Denny's graduation party and I was dancing with my cousin and his girlfriend got mad b/c she didnt know who I was. haha.
Whiskey Lullaby - I remember Josh teaching me how to play the intro to this on the guitar when we were first dating.
Thriller - Me and Tammy would sit in front of the record player and play it over and over. We loved some Michael Jackson.
Welcome to the Jungle - I remember watching Mtv at Grandma's with Chrissy and wondering how the heck she liked that noise. Now I actually like it. Haha
Songs about Rain - This is the first song me and Josh danced to.
Hanging by a Moment - I listened to this when I was close with Jason. He was a great friend.
I'd Love to Lay you Down - Josh can play the spoons to this. Yeah I am not kidding he can play spoons!
Love Gets me Everytime - This was the song I was always listening to after me and Adam broke up.
Blessed - This is the Anthem of my life. I listen to it whenever I get down then it reminds me of everything I have.
Baby Blue - My dad would sing this when it came on and I always liked it. It has always reminded me of him.
Carry on my Wayward Son - This reminds me of Leo. He loves this song.
3AM - my cousin Danyel was in love with the lead singer of Matchbox 20 so it always reminds me of her.
I like it, I love it - This reminds me of being at the skating rink in middle school with Kristin, Amber, Tabitha, Laurel and so many other friends.
Here without you - This song reminds me of the deployment that I was pregnant with Audrie. I remember being hormonal and emotional and crying when it came on.
Wave on Wave - 2-stepping with Rob b/c Josh doesn't know how and wouldn’t let me dance with anyone else.
Falling Away from me - The only Korn song I would actually say I like. It reminds me of a certain person. Beating me down… Beating me down… down into the ground. Screaming so sound…
I Cross my Heart - Me and Josh's would be wedding song.
Back Where I come From - Reminds me of Ft. Pierce and all the fun of teenage years… going to the cove, having partys in pastures, having a curfew and always pushing it to the limit. Fun stuff!
Save a Horse - More fun with Jenny, Josh, Rob, Dustin and Leo.
Looking at me - Summer of 98 going to the cove with Scooter, Shawn and Cheryl.
Material Girl - Tammy loved Madonna growing up and this was her favorite song.
She Hates Me - Shades of Gray played this the first night I met Rob, gansta Josh and Nance.
Where the Green grass grows - This reminds me of Jamie… we wore that CD out!
Fishin in the Dark - Hanging out with Kristin, Amber, Tabitha, Roxanne. We all loved this song.
I miss my friend - This reminds me of when me and Josh broke up for 2 mos this was before we were married.
Please Remember me - Scooter.
Moving On - Listened to this when me and Dan were getting separated and I knew it was time to go.
You just get better all the time - Summer of 97 and my first love.
Nuthin but a G Thang - My sister Darlene loved this video and would have to turn the TV all the way up when it would come on.
Norma Jean Riley - Riding in Crystal's truck with this blasting.
Ironic - My sister Darlene.
Back in Black - reminds me of Dale Earnhardt
Monday, February 23, 2009
25 random things about me!
I saw this as a bulletin on myspace and thought it would be a good blog.
1. I say I hate my hair but once I actually get it done I love it.
2. Sometimes I pinch myself b/c I dont think I should be this happy.
3. I wish I had a cool accent.
4. I wish I was 3 inches shorter.
5. I wish I was a better public speaker.
6. Before I do anything I first ask myself how it will benifit my kids.
7. I want to go to school to be a nurse.
8. I wish I lived closer to my family.
9. I dont wear make up b/c I feel claustrophobic in it.
10. I think my husband's wedding ring on his hand is so sexy.
11. I love to people watch.
12. I am not a typical girl... I don't like shoes or shopping.
13. I have 3 best friends.
14. A have several good friends that I have never met in person.
15. My mom is my hero.
16. I am totally afraid of bees and wasps.
17. Target is way better than walmart.
18. I love to make people laugh.
19. I am a political fanatic.
20. I think excessive tattoos are trashy.
21. I can't stand fake people.
22. I only wear a dress if it is madatory.
23. I am debt free besides my house and cars.
24. Josh and I own a lot of land in Alabama.
25. I wish I could find my teachers to thank them for all they did for me.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Fuller Saulter
A dear friend of mine's father passed away this morning. Having met him... I can tell you he is one of the hardest working wonderful men I have ever met. His name was Fuller Saulter and up until recently he worked at a funeral home as a greeter which he had done for 30 yrs ... you may not think that as being an accomplishment but Fuller was 95. He had all his senses and thought there was nothing he couldn't do even being his age. He was a great great man. I had the pleasure of driving him from Beaufort to New Bern... and the knowledge he shared with me about the century we live in was awesome. When you are born in the 1910's and live into the new millenium think of the things this man saw. Wow it is awesome. He lived a full and wonderful life and knowing that he knows Christ our Lord there is no denying where he went. He will hurt no more and is rejoicing and dancing in heaven with his beautiful wife. I hope I can live as long and have as blessed a life as Fuller.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Children Church
I have recently started being an assistant in children's church. This is the first time that I was in there when my kids were in there. It was so wonderful to see them do praise and worship and participating in the service. I love seeing their enthusiasm for God. It was just so AWESOME!
Friday, February 13, 2009
Kimbo

Thursday, February 12, 2009
My Banana!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009
My Man
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
My Lexie Girl!

Dear Mommy,
You have led me through life and have loved me forever. I dont know how to thank you for it. I Yu!
Love,
Lexie

How can I not just think the world of this little girl! I just hope and pray that one day a LONG LONG LONG LONG time from now... that she will be a mommy to a girl as wonderful as her!



