Tears, Tears, Tears

If you know me... you have seen me cry. I cry when I am happy, sad, mad and just because. Sometimes I wish I could be a strong emotional person and be able to hold back the tears... I feel like I would be stronger... I would be able to express my feelings better... or just seem more professional in someway. But I am not.... I am a crier.... especially over my kids. I can just look at them and I am so proud that it brings tears to my eyes. They make fun of me b/c I can not get thru I Love You Forever without tears. There is one thing they will know... when they walk across the graduation stage.... mom will be there with a big box of tissues. When my girls are walked down the aisle their mom will be in the front row with tears trying my best not to mess up my makeup. And when Landon calls me to let me know that he is going into the Marines I will be proud as can be but I will be pouring tears then. When the last one moves out of the house and I have a empty nest, I will be crying then. But after all my days are done and I am being laid to rest everyone will know that I am in heaven with Jesus.... crying because I am thankful for Him saving me. God made me this way for a purpose... I will rejoice and be thankful for the reason even though I dont always know why it is.